For a while, Iāve been thinking about getting back to my blog. In the past few months, I wrote a lot but never dared to put anything here. If you ask me why? The answer will be, āI donāt know.ā
I love this place, but I was away from it. I donāt know why. Always felt like coming back here soon, but couldnāt make it through. Life has so much to deal with that I forgot to do one of the few things I thoroughly love. Strange, right? But I think it happens. Once in a while, we all deal with the deceptive appearance of life, and it makes us forget the simple things we deserve to reminisce.
A little bit about the past year ~
Genuinely speaking, a large portion of my 2018 was spent travelling, doing Freelance works, and drinking. Iām not an Alcoholic, but 2018 was perfectly spirited, and I donāt regret anything about it. I wonāt call it a great year, but it was fine. Some days were good, some were bad, but we go!
It was the year when I fell in love, and learned another aspect of life. I must say, breakups are tough, but there is no reason to be stuck in the same place when you can already predict the consequences of your current action. For better, I tried to keep things as nice as I could. Goodbyes donāt have to be hard sometimes. Believe me, when Iām writing this, Iām not sad and neither Iām feeling odd. Anyway, letās talk about some more things.
2018 - The Good Part!
- Lived homeless for 10 days.
- Read ~40+ Books.
- Travelled, a lot!
- Good time with Friends.
2018 - The Bad Parts!
- Uselessly spent too much of the money.
- On an average, I smoked ~5 cigarettes, daily.
- Multiple accidents and injuries.
- Poor Health.
If I look back, Iāll call it an average year because there is so much I couldnāt do. To be honest, Iām not worried about anything that I wasnāt able to complete, but Iām not planning to set a resolution for the sake of fake-motivating myself because I donāt want the ongoing year to start with hypothetical plans, and end with annihilation.
āSo, what are you planning to do in 2019?ā
A real answer to this question would be, āGood Things!ā. Thatās it.
Throughout the year, Iāll be active here. I believe Iāve got so much to write, and too much of the BS to share, which Iāll do.
One more thing ~ Iām not trying to run a blog. The fact is, itās one of the few places where I feel happy, so, by being here, Iām not putting an enormous effort to be away from the frustration caused by other human beings.